What Goes With time

There will always be time for you for me for us
We were meant to be together and alone
Empty sad but hopefully yet still
I feel lost for I am not in my home
I have given to a great point that I would break
Not knowing that it was not what was needed
It took my energy my power my tears
And yet I now seem truly defeated
Yet that is not the case nor is that a statement
I live and breathe not because of you
But Because For my life to go on
To feel The warmer Embrace of Life I have to
Your eyes hold no solution nor does it shy away
It locks on to me awaiting more tears
I apologize for this but I cant anymore
I have finally indulged and faced my fears
My heart used to pump on a blood
A blood that was just called you
But that blood poured  through my tears
And now It bumps without you
I'm sorry I was weak but
Now I become much more then just strong
Wait I take back my apology
For I have committed no more wrongs
I Have given and you have taken
I have asked and you chose to ignore
I rise up now through ashes
It is your stubbornness I abhor
The lack of feeling the lack of depth
Lack of tears for my tears , lack of a simple smile
Now I choose to walk away laughing
For now you shall feel again my style
My style of life that I now live
My way of thinking breathing and living
I have to walk away from this
My blood, My sweat , My tears I was giving
No more...No more ... No more...
Time is there for me now , I take it away
It becomes my keeper my lover
From its grasp and embrace i will not sway
My time , My time is now at this moment
To burn with a fire I thought once gone
To smile, sing , dance , rejoice
To no longer sit around playing the Pawn
I am a king in this game of Life
I am the most important piece
Without me there is no purpose to play
For all the games will now cease
I Go on I move I live I become ME
You want this time have it and believe
For all these moments I had
I will not wasting them to grieve
Rise up , Rise above it all ,
Rise against the hatred , Rise above my past
Give my all to me and my heart
Time is there , this time I will last
There was always time
There was always space
But now I'm gone from this
No longer shall any see my face
Only a true person of heart
A true person of the mind
For its all I ask of now
No hatred hearts just kind...
Let time feel the anger let it feel your rage
It can control it all , It will let you free
For this time the anger that scared others
Is not coming from me...

Roberto Gonzalez

04/29/2013