Dont you just hate that song?

No not Justin Beiber songs and their supposedly Satanic backwards music. but yes I hate those songs too and with Gusto!

No I'm talking about those songs that people Play over and over and over every Fucking DAY!

Ugh- If I hear suit and tie one more damn time I might find Justin and strangle him with his tie for creating such a catchy damn song

It takes away from the song when its played to no end and especially from co-workers.

At the moment of typing my co-worker - A single man - is playing all of this lovey -Dubey crap at a time period where I seriously dont need that shit but Im not gonna wear my heart on my sleeve and flat out tell him Ima just post that shit on my Blog - SO HA I WIN!

There is one song i don't wanna hear and I honestly love this song

Robin Thicke - Lost Without You - Video here - www.youtube.com/watch?v=0DdCoNbbRvQ

Its romantic and Loving and the sweet sound of it can become rather calming. But not for me not now and with a jackhole playing it over and over again from his computer it becomes a nail on a chalkboard as it - Like most good songs - Brings up a cord on my heartstrings and causes me to pause and think and for that split second Im happy with that memory Im happy with that thought Im happy with that Idea and BAM its gone. It over . You cant have that back ever again.

You feel drained , exhausted , spent and emotionally pulled from left to right in a way that makes your time with that memory seem like forever but its not its a second of your life that represented something you wish could last a life time.

Its a basic mental Rape of the mind when you dwell on it this much but apparently I cant escape being forced into it . See you cant shut down the mind from things that it wants to remember and think about. You cant tell your own mind to let go of that which didnt seem so long ago. How you sang that song , who you sang it to , how they felt , how they smiled , how you held them after..........

It all falls into place like that and creates something you dont want your forced into it , into thinking about it. It plays in your head like those movies that show you all the emotional parts of two lovers lives in a matter of seconds but you feel every moment and that tear swells up in your eyes and you hold it back not wanting anyone to see, so you try to rub your eyes but now they are red and you have to fake a sneeze or act like you have itchy eyes when all you want to do is close them and grasp hold of that memory one more fuckin time....just again.

Its a great song its a lovely song that makes you want to sing and look someone in the eyes and make them smile while you try to sing the picthes correctly. To have them look at you lovingly and emotionally with eyes so perfect you feel your heart stop but only for a second just like that memory and that heart stopping is such a good thing you feel nirvana before anything else and then your heart bumps and picks up the beat so hard your chest is gong to explode but it doesn't it just keeps going and going as if you drank a fuck ton of coffee and it makes you happy and scared. Scared that this cant be real its all a dream its not real cause love cant be this strong can it? Can it make you tremble and become weak yet make you feel so strong at the same time? Create a void so strong you get sucked in and then its gone again...simply gone again.

That song is great ....I think Ill listen to it one more time - Hold back everything and Listen just one more time ....so that moment can come back to me , kiss me in the face and fly away in that one simple second. That second that I want to live in but cant but must ignore but cant but want to love but cant ....but simply cant.

I love and hate that song ... a lot.

Till next write