I have decided to best utilize some of this free time I have now generated through some unfortunate means and start what most now as a Blog. I'm new to the concept and yet I do remember having a tumblr but decided to abandon that idea all together as it seems to be cluttered with advertisements and things that don't interest me anymore.
I guess we can start with simple things such as introductions
My name is Robert H. Gonzalez and I am a 28 year old who has a career in the District attorney's Office.
This is the part Where you say "Hi Rob" .....I'll Wait.....GOOD!
Now as a 28 year old in New York and a decent job you would figure that I'd be happy well your Wrong sir
Being 28 and living in NY sucks. Do you know how much Rent is?
A Semi run down studio runs 900-1000 dollars. The average person makes minimum wage - does this seem logical to anyone? Clearly not and the best thing is Obama will try to raise minimum wage which in turn and honest truth will probably only lead to jobs being cut. Its the truth! Think about it the average job out there has bosses and people at the top making millions , do you think they want to sacrifice more money to the average Joe schmo ? Nope so to save their money they will cut thousands of jobs and if we all magically get this pay increase you will see int he paper the next day that BAM!
Living here sucks - The Subway is always redundantly crowded to no damn end and there are always , always , always somebody asking for money at every damn turn. From these "Swagged" out kids with 300 sneakers asking for a god damn swipe to others "selling" (Hustling) candy cause it will "Keep them off the streets" LMAO. So running around the subways all day is keeping you off the streets? How about you pick up a hobby that you Can do at home or volunteer somewhere that needs people? No they have to find ways to hustle for money. That's all life is in this crazy ass town of NY a giant fuckin Hustle. Think we work damn hard to earn barely enough to survive and what little money we have we use it to enjoy ourselves for that brief moment in our lives and then back to work paying bills left and fuckin right.
Bills are a bitch. If someone told me I could make a wish to be a kid again I fuckin would. Bills are everywhere. Im shocked we are not charged for breathing air (soon enough we will). Its insane how much money we as people put into bills and then we turn around with 20 bucks in our pocket. Literally. My father used to have no money to his damn name but 20 bucks that he would hand to me and say here you have fun. And I did but now I feel bad cause this was a man who did a lot with barely anything as it was. To be a kid care free and no bills was the life. Now you open your fridge and BAM no milk Well fuck you just went food shopping spending 100 bucks and coming in with 5 bags of groceries LOL on that shit! 100 bucks is 5 bags of groceries - WTF when I was a kid 100 bucks was a whole Cart of food and then some. But no it ain't like that no more!
Sigh shit used to be simple as a kid you know - You hung out with friends , played outside , played inside did your homework and got back to fun. Now its work , maybe play but you gotta hi the gym , your done with the gym , but you gotta pay that bill online, oh online don't work you gotta call, wait 1 hour finally speak to someone and oh look time to make dinner , make dinner half burn it , get in the shower and you blink its time for bed and time to repeat the process all over again! Its a true bitch of a time period we live in (us adults) Honestly College was a bitch but at least you still had time.
Time Is something I wish and pray for honestly its the new Gold of the world. Think about this Time is money , Time heals all wounds, Time is endless, Time etc etc etc.
Time is so important to some people that it controls lives , makes or breaks them , or for some reconstructs them. This time can be looked at as a source of everything needed , it ushers us into something that allows us chances, risks, love and to a worse extent hate. We treat it as something sacred and for just reasons. To some time moves at a snails pace when waiting for somebody or someone - They feel Time is endless and that it just doesn't work for them but against them. These people wind up cracking under the pressure of time and time constraints. Time for others is always so constant that something years ago can seem like only yesterday - these people are affected greatly by time as it can lead to doubt fear and misunderstanding. It scary to think on this as the more you dwell into the thought and idea of time the more you feel yourself sinking into either category.
I have plenty to speak on and so much more to talk about- Hopefully I can update this at a regular interval to entertain the masses. Its a start to gaining insight as well as gaining back sanity in an insane world.
Till next write
Robert H Gonzalez
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