So 8 years plus are gone .
A failed experiment that went nowhere and left all parties confused and a bit on edge
Though it didn't come out of full blown anger but rather with a mutual understanding that it just stopped working , or even further to say it never worked in the first place
I feel sadness , empty somewhat and now know that I must live the rest of my life through someone else as I will not have a life
I was told I have never truly been alone and this is kind of true as I haven't been single since High school Sophomore year
but it just all comes crashing down so hard and so fast that I now have to weigh whether or not I should be fully alone
I guess alone is okay as long as I don't hurt myself - I just wished I had done more with myself instead of for everyone else
I cant think , I cant sleep right , I just wish I wasn't alone but I am now ...
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